All she wanted was my name, a photo & 3 questions ...
Reading for Belinda Nicholson – 30th July 2009
Hi Belinda,
Hi Belinda,
As I tune into your energy I feel the pain and grief from losing a family member, this grief is also extending to other members of your family. I see a woman with a child in her arms and although this is symbolic it tells me that you are in need of much nurturing. You feel like you need to be rocked and comforted.
Your question: Any communication for me from family who have passed?
OK when I quickly looked at your photo the other day when you first made your request I instantly felt a mother figure around you, so I am feeling you have lost your mother and I have a woman here with me now that is bringing through such emotions that I know this is a mother ( Having lost my own mother I sense this connection) I also get the name Gloria or a G name, this just popped into my head and if it is not your mother’s name for some reason she wished it to be known, so perhaps there’s a connection to a G name with her. I am being shown a funeral with the casket having lots of flowers on or around it so I am feeling that she hasn’t been gone that long as it feels quite a new passing over. I am also seeing a grey suit or uniform. She is asking you to be strong and brave, be strong and brave for all of the family. She doesn’t want you to be unhappy, she wants you to be strong and move on in your life. She says she will always be around you, but she is free to pop in and out now at will, I sense some freedom from her so I feel she may have had alot of pain before passing, she is free from this pain now. I feel she had cancer or a illness and symbolically she is showing me someone holding onto her arm, so I feel this means she was hanging on trying to stay longer, but it was her time to go. She says she is helping you from the other side now and is around you alot, she brings you comfort from the other side. She is also showing me that she used to read stories to a little girl and I feel she still does. She seems to be sitting on a toybox or bench when she shows me this vision, so I hope that make some sense. I am also feeling another female energy around you a matronly type lady ( older so perhaps a grandmother) but she feels like she was firm and a bit strict..like a tough school teacher type lady.
Your question: Am I currently in the correct living situation?
I feel you will be where you are for a little while longer, it almost feels that you are helping another person cope with things emotionally as well, so it feels like you need each other for some time to come, are you living with another family member as I feel family and feel that you need each other for support at this time. I do feel though that in the near future you will be ready to make a move and it feels that at this time you will have the money to do so. I do feel you will overcome your emotional difficulties, as you feel to me to be very emotional at this time.
Your question: Desperately need guidance on which route to take concerning career?
Well I feel you to be a very caring soul so I feel this type of career would suit you best, I am seeing you as usually a happy bright person that likes to have interaction with people ( talking and chatting) on a one to one basis type thing, not sure if you are a cashier but that keeps coming to mind, so a career in the front office of a bank would suit you well, shop cashier type thing. At the moment though I do feel somewhat of an emotional cloud over you, which is understandable I feel at this time, I do feel you will walk through the mist into a clear opening with clear direction and focus. I do feel the need to tell you that it is important to deal with the grief and pain and feel it at the time of feeling it, so cry when you have to and get it out of your system. I feel an idea will come to you soon which will give you some focus and more direction in your life and with it come laughter and happiness again. Also some form of exercise is being suggested to you too, this will lift your spirits they say ( the angels are talking now) and you will regain some inner peace and control over your emotions, as that is what I am feeling the most at the moment is very emotional from you.
Your question: Any communication for me from family who have passed?
OK when I quickly looked at your photo the other day when you first made your request I instantly felt a mother figure around you, so I am feeling you have lost your mother and I have a woman here with me now that is bringing through such emotions that I know this is a mother ( Having lost my own mother I sense this connection) I also get the name Gloria or a G name, this just popped into my head and if it is not your mother’s name for some reason she wished it to be known, so perhaps there’s a connection to a G name with her. I am being shown a funeral with the casket having lots of flowers on or around it so I am feeling that she hasn’t been gone that long as it feels quite a new passing over. I am also seeing a grey suit or uniform. She is asking you to be strong and brave, be strong and brave for all of the family. She doesn’t want you to be unhappy, she wants you to be strong and move on in your life. She says she will always be around you, but she is free to pop in and out now at will, I sense some freedom from her so I feel she may have had alot of pain before passing, she is free from this pain now. I feel she had cancer or a illness and symbolically she is showing me someone holding onto her arm, so I feel this means she was hanging on trying to stay longer, but it was her time to go. She says she is helping you from the other side now and is around you alot, she brings you comfort from the other side. She is also showing me that she used to read stories to a little girl and I feel she still does. She seems to be sitting on a toybox or bench when she shows me this vision, so I hope that make some sense. I am also feeling another female energy around you a matronly type lady ( older so perhaps a grandmother) but she feels like she was firm and a bit strict..like a tough school teacher type lady.
Your question: Am I currently in the correct living situation?
I feel you will be where you are for a little while longer, it almost feels that you are helping another person cope with things emotionally as well, so it feels like you need each other for some time to come, are you living with another family member as I feel family and feel that you need each other for support at this time. I do feel though that in the near future you will be ready to make a move and it feels that at this time you will have the money to do so. I do feel you will overcome your emotional difficulties, as you feel to me to be very emotional at this time.
Your question: Desperately need guidance on which route to take concerning career?
Well I feel you to be a very caring soul so I feel this type of career would suit you best, I am seeing you as usually a happy bright person that likes to have interaction with people ( talking and chatting) on a one to one basis type thing, not sure if you are a cashier but that keeps coming to mind, so a career in the front office of a bank would suit you well, shop cashier type thing. At the moment though I do feel somewhat of an emotional cloud over you, which is understandable I feel at this time, I do feel you will walk through the mist into a clear opening with clear direction and focus. I do feel the need to tell you that it is important to deal with the grief and pain and feel it at the time of feeling it, so cry when you have to and get it out of your system. I feel an idea will come to you soon which will give you some focus and more direction in your life and with it come laughter and happiness again. Also some form of exercise is being suggested to you too, this will lift your spirits they say ( the angels are talking now) and you will regain some inner peace and control over your emotions, as that is what I am feeling the most at the moment is very emotional from you.
Aura.. I am seeing a blue aura around you which once again indicates a very emotional time around you at the moment, you are quite emotionally sensitive too, so you will also pick up on other emotions as well, what is being suggested to you at this time, in try to find some time to listen to some calming music, light some scented candles and visual divine light showering over you, this will give you some inner strength, a little girl keeps being shown to me, so by spending some time in her company will bring you alot of comfort too, I am being shown you playing games or puzzles on the floor with a child. Bring out your inner child again is what is being suggested to you at this time.
Overall I do feel you will overcome this emotional time that you feel to be going through at this time.. I am being shown an emotional landslide ( as this is what it feel to me like you are going through at the moment) so the angels say pick your self up you will get through this, there will be a new direction of focus for you coming up soon and from it I get the feeling of emotional security and I feel you will financially secure as well.
Overall I do feel you will overcome this emotional time that you feel to be going through at this time.. I am being shown an emotional landslide ( as this is what it feel to me like you are going through at the moment) so the angels say pick your self up you will get through this, there will be a new direction of focus for you coming up soon and from it I get the feeling of emotional security and I feel you will financially secure as well.
I am also being told you are a lightworker and an Earth Angel so if this doesn’t mean anything to you at this time, then it will soon and you will know its full meaning when the time is right.
I hope this reading was help to you, It was a pleasure to do a reading for you, I just need to add a little disclaimer that although I trust my guides and angels 100% with the info they provide me, they can at times be a bit cryptic and this is because there are some things that the individual needs to work out themselves. So they give little clues and then you may wish you to ponder on the information, so enjoy, and let it sink in over a few days. Angel Blessings to you. As part of every reading request I channel through angel and reiki healing energies to you so I hope you feel the benefit of those energies over the next few days.
I wanted to know what a Lightworker was, so I found this. Long but really nice.
Lightworker (now-n);Any being dedicated to the cultivation of inner presence and the elevation of awareness in self and other selves. This being is called a lightworker and is an evolutionary step toward a state of "LightBeing"
What's happening in the world?
There is an awakening happening all around the world. And that awakening involves you and every being that exists on our lovely home planet, mother earth. We are truly entering a renaissance of spiritual evolution, an evolutionary process that proceeds and transcends the physical. Our wisdom stems from coming to understand how little we conceptually know about life, god, the universe and everything, and embracing the fundamental truth of inherent divinity within all life.
What is a Lightworker?
Everyone is a Lightworker whether they know it at all. Just as truth is truth whether anyone knows it or not. The real question arises then, "Am I aware of who I am?" Behind all labels, behind all self created illusions of mind and ego, or social dogmas and masks, there lies the truth, the answer to that question. Just as the Sun shines bright both day and night, it is only the movement of the planet and clouds that obscure it from view. But the sun is always shining. A Lightworker is awake to this truth, aware of their true presence and living in accordance with the divine plan. All beings that exist are a channel between eternal, formless heaven and the temporary world of form and illusion, earth. Why am I here? One does not always need to consciously realize the answer to this question, but living your life purpose is achievable in every moment, right now. Sit in peaceful contemplation, in pure awareness. Allow yourself to be present in every moment and feel within the depths of your heart for your inner truth, your guidance. The work is easy and the burden is light. Your true essence of being is so vast, it is beyond any concept, any word, thought or form. A Lightworker then is any being, who is aware of their true non-dual nature, their eternal "I Am" Presence and acting in accordance with it. A Lightworker is active in enlightenment, or in cultivating enlightenment.
What is Lightworking?
Just as the sun rises each morning, to shine its light into the world, so it is with lightworking. To walk upon the face of the planet lightly, light in spirit and bearing, and shine love, happiness, tranquillity and peace into the world. To calm the inner turmoil, to just be, and be at one with who you truly are, to love and honour life as an expression of divinity, to love all that is, that power some call god, and of course to love one and other unconditionally. In being true to the divine presense within all beings, and releasing all false thought forms, all masks and illusions, is the essence of lightworking. In this lightworking emanates love, happiness, joy, faith, hope and inspiration into the inner and outer world. This not only helps to awaken the lightworker, but also to awaken others to their own natural state. What can be called enlightenment, what may be called ascension. A Lightworkers divine mission then comes to life, as one enters the flow of creation and maintains the presence of awareness without being caught up in the turmoil of the creation. This is done in the service of all. For all beings (self included), all the time.
What does a Lightworker do?
All life exists for a sacred purpose. A Lightworker, that is a being, aware of their true presence, their inner awareness and non-dual nature then becomes a vehicle for divine activation. This role is a very simple and a natural one. When the illusionary self is dissolved into the true sense of being, the IAM presence, a being begins to shine and resonate this mandala field of pure state bliss. The transition starts from Lightworker to Light Being. This activation can occur anywhere, in any situation, in all places, roles and demographics, from the mother at home to the soldier in the military, even in the depths of the darkest regions of human nature this blossoming occurs. It can be slow, or instant. It has been this way for eternity. For all the people, all the time. All for one and one for all. This is the effortless state of being, devoid of all grasping, all seeking. This is existence under a blue sky, and bright sunshine, exposing all to the life giving energies of our divine source.
What is the Light Energy?
Light Energy has many names. Some names include, the oriental Chi, Yin and Yang, the Indian Prana, and the Greek Aether. The light Energy pervades all. It encompasses all things. It is of the source, but not the source. It is the flow itself. It is the essence of all things. The primordial essence of spirit before it manifest into form. It is from where all things emanate, and all things return. It is the stuff of stars and the stuff of souls. We see it, and experience it in this material world as both form/matter and energy vibration. We experience it as thought and emotions. All these things are waves on the primordial ocean, resonating in various frequencies. All energy is frequency, and all frequency is harmony. Everything before you now is connected through frequency. The sounds you hear.. Do Re MI Fa So La Ti DO.. to the light you see.. Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Magenta, Violet, RED, winding its way up through the frequencies. Even the course elements of matter are connected to this harmony H,He,Li,Be,B,C,N. Each is the same, just operating on a different frequency, at a different harmonic. All is Light.. All is Energy. And its master is divine consciousness. We are constantly, directing spirit into form, thought, actions and endeavours. The question arises. "From what level of consciousness to I create?" This will determine the results and experiences of life. Each being, operates in various levels of consciousness. Yet when creation emanates from the source itself, free from resistance and obstruction, divine will manifests. Heaven is made manifest on earth. The cards are stacked for growth and learning. We will be guided by angels or pushed by demons.
Where do I start?
Being a Lightworker is both very easy and very hard. How hard is it to be the real you? Are you prepared to let go of everything? Think of who you will be when all form and material life is gone. That is the real you. Are you prepared to forgive and release all? There is nothing you must do, it's all about what you no longer need to do. To stop hiding, to face the true awesome reality of who and what you are, free from all illusions. Are you a thinking, breathing, centered person? Do you control your ego, or does your ego control you? Do you live in a state of awareness or reaction? Where are you looking for your answers? Within or without? These are all serious questions we must contemplate and come to accept for ourselves.. To "Know Thy Self" beyond mind, beyond ego, beyond words is the first and only step.
Is there anything else I can do?
Once the flow of creation is embraced, great energy is released, life becomes the adventure it truly was meant to be. What needs to be done, will present itself in every moment. All that needs to be accomplished, resolved and understood, will be. Be present, be still within the vortex of creation, in humble awe. We are all children of the one source, we are all babes. Take time out, take it easy, awaken and reconnect within yourself at your own pace. Take nothing personaly. Meditation, practicing awareness, observing your thoughts and mind flow are all stages of re-awakening to your true enlightened nature. Allow it to happen just as a flower opens itself to the sunshine each day, so too will you blossom when the time is right. Remember, in this creative experience, this world of perpetual change and form, everything is a perfect manifestation in relation to the consciousness that is creating it. The world is a mirror. Every moment brings with it a perfect experience that is tailored by you, for you. Learn from it. For many, this can be a hard truth to face.
Are Lightworkers religious?
Lightworkers are not bound by any religion or ideology. If you are part of a religious organization then so be it. That's just perfect for you. But in this world of form, change is inevitable. Lightworkers are not a religious ideology. There is a vast difference between spirituality and religion. Many religions formed to assist the process of re-awakening in practitioners and adherents. They can all point the way, but only serve as tools and methods. The tools used to build the house, are not the house.
What about God?
There is no concept that can define God. That power some call God is the source of all. It is the over arching divine consciousness that guides and directs all life in form and non form. We know God by knowing our true selves. We do not need to consciously understand, rationalize or define God for God to be real. Like us, God Just IS. We accept there is great power in who we are, and the processes of how we each came to be. Yet each is free to formulate their own interpretation of what that power is, yet to do so may prove futile. However we can come to understand aspects of God. LIke the fact that God pervades each and everyone of us, exists both within us, around us and is intricately connected to us. God works, with us and through us and for that we honor and love God through divine service and existing in a state of least resistance to God. We honor the process and honor our own role within it. To see through the illusionary nature of form and see clearly each and every beings, non dual nature. To see the God aspect in each other, and to love God.
What about Ascended Masters, Messiahs & Prophets?
Each are free to follow their inspirational hero's and teachers throughout history. And each should never fear to question, rationalize, or reason. But realize the ever changing nature of thought. Go within to the source for guidance. Believe what you will, but do so in deep consultation with the inner master. In Spiritual teachings you will surely find wisdom, in your questions you will find reason, and in your doubts, you will find learning and growth. But in awareness you will find the only perspective that truly matters.
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